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Who: aoba and you, everyone's favourite children's tv show~
What: general settling in catch all.
When: augustish. you may think i've been in the game a month and done nothing but you'd be wrong, i was merely biding my time... watching... waiting... (i was being a flake, but shh)
Where: all over town!
Warnings: none, but aoba's got a permissions post here if you wanna check up on what he's capable of and opt out as required!
first impression.
[ After everything that's gone on there's this air of needing to sleep about him, like he's been awake for a week, or seen too much in too short a span of time, which is probably not the best look for someone just about to start a holiday to have.. but here we are. Perhaps this is the perfect place for a guy who looks like he does, to finally disconnect from everything and take in some fresh air, some fresh faces, some new scenery.
He steps off the bus with a bulging messenger bag slung over his shoulder, a bag that looks like it's weighing him down as he navigates himself through town and toward his new house with the air of a guy who's not entirely used to following maps without any outside assistance. He turns it around once or twice after he realises that he's following it upside-down, eventually setting it right and continuing on his journey. Perhaps you run into him here, maybe help him with that bag of his, though he'll offer a poor first impression if you do.
Probably best to wait till later, when he's had a nap that feels like it lasted a week (and for all he knows, it might have) and emerges from his abode with a whole new aura; he looks refreshed, energised, and even though there's a hint of trepidation loitering in his movements, he seems ready to take this new life with both hands. ]
shopping trip.
[ Eventually he'll get used to it here. Once or twice he finds himself falling into a rhythm, his feet stepping in time with everyone elses, his day-to-day lining up pretty well with the sunlight and the habits of the other residents... but more often than not Aoba looks and feels the outsider he is.
This particular occasion has him staring up at the signs above the stores in central Pelican Town, his eyebrows knitted together just slightly in the middle, his mouth muttering as though he's talking to himself... though the large pink headphones over his ears create the impression that he might be murmuring along to a song he knows. Without warning he moves off from his spot having seemingly decided on a target, but of course goes wheeling into someone's side as they pass a little in front of him. ]
U-Uwah..! [ He can't really blame them - because really, who expects a blur of blue to come shooting out across the road? - but nevertheless he's rubbing his side where he collided with the stranger as his expression goes a little sour, as if on impulse. ] Ooi! Look- [ Then he seems to catch himself, like a child does when they're trying to act grown up, and his face goes from angry to apologetic in no time at all. ]
Ah... Sorry about that. [ He takes his headphones off next. ] I wasn't paying attention.]
[ That much is obvious. Hopefully whoever he bumped into is forgiving.... ]
pick me up.
[ After a week or two, though Aoba thinks of and misses home a fair amount, it becomes easier to think about it. He's even managed to be able to think about Granny for longer than a few minutes, and has made a determined effort to raise a tomato plant like she has on her windowsill.. to no success as of yet, but still he tries.
On his way to pick up some fertiliser in the hopes that it'll get the fruit to grow beyond the size of Aoba's thumbnail, he's distracted from entirely amateur gardening thoughts by a soft doof of feeling to his lower leg. Looking down he sees an energetic-looking border collie puppy with it's teeth in the plush fabric of his oversocks.
Rather than reacting in anger at the iminient destruction of his clothes by this little weilder of terror, Aoba delights in the sight of the dog and is instantly crouching down to pick the puppy up. ]
Hello, where did you come from? [ He asks, but the puppy merely yips happily at him, wriggling it's legs as if it's trying to swim through the air to get closer to him. There's no collar that Aoba can see, so instead he brings the dog closer as he stands, looking around for anyone who might look like they're looking for a dog.
He taps the nearest person turned away from him on the shoulder, right as the puppy starts gnawing on the cuff of his coat. ]
Ah, sorry. But, do you have any idea who's dog this is?
network post.
hello, out there..
[ His awkwardness is readable, isn't it? He would have made this a video, only Aoba really doesn't fancy seeing if his phone-trick works over video cameras too. If he still.. has his phone-trick. But that's an issue for another day. Right now, Aoba is sitting somewhere - maybe at home, maybe outside, maybe somewhere secluded or maybe he's in the middle of a crowd - trying to figure out how best to word this to the public at large, in a way that doesn't make him want to dig a hole for himself in the ground. ]
so, basically.
i'm really bad at this growing crops thing. i gave it my best shot, i tried to do what i've watched my granny do for years, but she makes it look easy. and i can tell you all right now, that for someone with very little experience in organic things, it definitely isn't easy.
sometimes i work with technology, back home, but it's mostly poking around in things i don't entirely understand. i've got enough knowledge to make it work, but nothing like some of the more
[ Pause. ]
extreme people out there.
[ Another pause. ]
what i'm trying to ask is, does anyone know where i could maybe get a job, or something like that? i work in a store where i'm from, i answer phones and do deliveries, i'm quick and handy and i guess i'm pretty strong? and..
... haha, jeez, it's been years since i had to sell myself like this for a job, and even then it was a five minute phone interview followed by me sending my work history over in an email.. this place sure is different from what i'm used to.
wildcard.
[ feel free to wildcard me something between these prompts, or something new entirely! aoba will be wandering around trying to find his feet for uh, a lot of the first month he's here, so he'll be around looking lost should you need him.
if you'd like to hit me up, i can be found atmirobug or by pming this journal o7 <3 ]
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Something. Yeah.
-- Come to my place?
[talking about it is... difficult. it might be easier if Aoba's the only one who can hear, in a space that belongs to Noiz.]
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Yeah, sure. Lead the way.
[ He's already said he's not leaving, especially not if Noiz wants to talk about this. ]
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anyway the walk to Noiz's farm is nice, not too far, and the property Noiz leads him onto is mostly woodland, with a modest vegetable plot out in front of the farmhouse. also, the house is surrounded with flowerbeds full of black dahlias?
inside it's a bit spare, but at least seems livable. there's even a couple potted plants. and a chair that Aoba can sit in for what's shaping up to be a pretty serious talk.
for Noiz's part, he just sits cross-legged on the bed. he's quiet for a long time, hugging his rabbit tightly, before he finally says anything.]
I died.
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He takes the seat, hands in his lap, looking like he wishes he had something to hug tightly as he watches, listens. ]
You.. said that before. What do you mean by died? You're here in front of me, right, so.. so you cant be dead, can you?
[ It's typical of Aoba to be kind of dense in certain aspects but in his defense this whole situation is more than a little confusing, even though he's trying his best for Noiz's sake. ]
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The afterlife I went to had this whole thing. I missed most of the details, but everyone got to go back. At least the ones who had enough left of them.
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His eyebrows crease a bit. ]
Enough left?
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Decay. Corruption.
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[ He can kind of see it; like a video game or a movie, Noiz surrounded by other lost souls and dead people all in various stages of decay. It makes him shudder. He thinks for a moment that perhaps he should be more concerned about the fact that Noiz died, but.. with him sitting here in front of him and for the most part looking pretty well, Aoba can't find it in himself to entirely crush the relief he feels with all that worry.
He can't, however, resist asking. ]
How... did you die?
[ riiiiiiiiiiiiip ]
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... I wasn't supposed to. That afterlife, the forest - it was for people whose fate got messed up. Died when they weren't meant to.
It was in Oval Tower. Ran into one of Toue's masked guards. I remember being forced to fight you, and you used Scrap, and...
[he shrugs, visibly uncomfortable, and looks away.
he knows what happened was an accident. that Aoba, stubborn, patient Aoba, would never have done it intentionally. so he doesn't want to have to say it outright; that Aoba killed him.]
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In his dream, after all, Scrap wasn't the end.
Understandably, he looks like he's struggling with the information. But perhaps the part that isn't so easy to understand is that flicker of hope or happiness or something that had been in his expression before it had turned darker, before he had to consider the ever more real possibility that Noiz had died at his hand. It's a relief to hear someone finally remember what he remembers, but it's harrowing to think that now he's the one who can't recall. ]
I remember that too. The tower, your rabbits talking to me, fighting you.. [ He's got a horrible expression on his face and normally he'd try not to make it look like pity but right now he can't really express it any other way. ] Scrap, too.. But I don't remember--
[ Maybe it's best not to say that right now. He doesn't want it to sound like he's shifting blame.. so instead he reaches out like he's going to touch Noiz's knee, but his fingers land on the comforter of his bed instead. ]
I'm sorry.
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it's something he's been thinking about a lot; worrying at the memory like a loose tooth, trying to pinpoint the moment it all went off the rails. he remembers a question, hovering in the void.
Can I stop now?]
Yeah. It wasn't supposed to happen. My fate got messed up.
I think... what you remember is how it was supposed to go.
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Died when you weren't supposed to, right?
[ That's what Noiz had said. But even that can't be a nice thing to think about, that everything he went through wasn't supposed to happen in the first place, that he missed out on what could have been and instead got... well. ]
But you're back now, you came back. So.. you weren't corrupted or anything while you were gone?
[ That's good, isn't it...? He's trying, okay. He shifts a bit, lets his hand fall off the comforter as he leans back. ]
You don't look corrupted to me, at least. [ He smiles, softly. ]
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I got better.
[that's... maybe not as comforting as he hoped]
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Good... [ He manages eventually, sounding super weird and feeling it too. ] That's good.
[ It is good, and yet Aoba feels incredibly uncomfortable at the thought. He shifts again. ]
So.. you're not the same Noiz as the Noiz I left behind?
[ He looks like a child might when introduced to something practical that they do not understand and therefore intend to reject entirely; eyebrows furrowed, gaze kind of glassy and unfocused, directed down. Clearly he's not into this alternate reality thing. ]
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a better Noiz?]
... Guess not.
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It feels kinda different. [ But I guess that's because I don't know everything that's happened to you. Another pause and he shifts, clearly missing Ren's weight in his lap, and probably his input just as much; it's not often Aoba has to navigate emotional territory by himself. ] For the most part though, this feels the same.. You don't feel like a different Noiz to me.
[ Suddenly he splutters, clearly having considered the possible double entendre in his words and shakes his head in defense. ] I- I mean talking to you, and being with you, it doesn't feel new, yanno? Like talking to everyone else here does.
[ It's very weird, to Aoba at least, to be in a place where no-one is familiar after coming from a city where he can't go a single day without bumping into someone he knows. ]
Plus... If you're a different Noiz from the one I know, then I'm a different Aoba from the one you know.. and I don't really feel right shifting blame like that.
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honestly - even though it had been Aoba's power that killed him, even though he knew Aoba would feel responsible - Noiz hadn't ever thought of blaming Aoba. he still doesn't.
he doesn't want Aoba to think of it, either.
closing his eyes, he takes advantage of Aoba's closeness to lean against him. of course he doesn't feel more than a faint, dull pressure, but even that much is nice.
... belatedly, it occurs to him that he does actually have to express that thought aloud for Aoba to understand it.]
I don't blame you. Whether you're a different Aoba or not.
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He lets out a soft noise, not really a laugh but not completely a noise of exasperation. ]
Noiz... [ He leans back, a bit of pressure reciprocated, and he's smiling just a little. ] ..That makes me feel better.
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which makes him think of something else--]
-- It's not actually a funeral thing. The black.
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It takes a few long moments for him to kind of wake up from the reverie he's got himself in, Noiz's words eventually seeping through, but he doesn't shift from pressing back into the contact. In fact he kind of.. applies a little more. ]
It's not? [ He sounds dazed, sleepy almost, but he does his best to maintain interest in his voice. ] What kind of thing is it, then?
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[he can sense the slight increase in pressure as Aoba leans more against him, and it's... kind of nice.]
We were bound together in teams. Slowed the decay.
My team's color was black.
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[ Of funerals. And he has already done that shtick once and it went down exactly as expected. So he makes a conscious decision to just. Stop. Stupid boy. ]
At least you had people with you. It's good to know you weren't alone. And uh. Not decaying, I guess.
[ God, Aoba, shut up. ]
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I like black.
... Having people with me was...
[he glances down to his rabbit, fiddling with one of its ears.]
I didn't hate it.
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I like the rabbit. Did you buy it from the store? I wish I'd got something like it.
[ Not a bunny, obviously, because that's not his MO. He tilts his head, watches Noiz's fingers over the seams, tempted to reach out and touch for himself but.. somehow reluctant, too. ]
I.. feel like I should tell you about what happened my side, too. But-- it's fuzzy.
[ And there's also a good chance Noiz won't want to hear it, or won't care. ]
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[there's something weighty in the way he says it. Aoba can probably guess why, based on what he knows of Noiz's past.
but when Aoba offers to tell his side, it seems Noiz has one more surprise in store. he's quiet for a long moment, then glances back over at Aoba.]
I'll listen.
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