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somakemelaugh ([personal profile] somakemelaugh) wrote in [community profile] starhuevalley2018-12-13 10:59 pm

of birthdays and lost days

The morning of Dec 14th:

He wakes up with the sun on any given day, but today anticipation has him awake earlier than that. Today is a very special day, one of few anniversaries he keeps in mind but won't mark on the calendar. It's early yet, so he'll take his time about drawing himself from the warmth of the covers, careful to leave his housemates to their slumber as he does. Wouldn't do to have them up early themselves to spoil their surprise, though it's just as special a day for them, too. It's more likely that they'll wake soon, and yet he intends to try.

With one step, he finds himself in the kitchen, the distance and closed doors nothing to him with his abilities. He leaves the room in darkness and moves around it quietly, gathering things he knows he'll need. His eyes haven't seen clearly in years, but he knows his own home well enough by now to know precisely where everything is, and even in socks, he can hear his own feet padding about the kitchen floor.

Once he has everything settled, he starts the oven and puts on his apron and a kettle to heat tea. It's going to be a long morning and a longer day, and... he thinks he'll start it with a cake.


The night of Dec 14th:

It's well past the boys' bedtime after such an exciting and unhappy day all around. The kitchen is still a mess, in part, and he'll work on the details later. In fact, that's his excuse, should anyone find him awake at this hour, as to why he is awake. But it's his tradition to remember.

It has been five years to him since his world had been shattered, hidden behind a quiet smile that even now sometimes is hard to maintain. Perhaps it could have been easier had Vincent not been returned to him, taken away, returned as a boy, then taken away again so very recently. But old wounds had been reopened, and he needed this time to himself. He needed to cry it out over a nice, hot cup of tea now or risk bottling it up and watching it explode on him and serve collateral damage on others at some unknown time later.

As happy a day as it should have been and was, he needs to mourn. The Grim Reaper academy had tried its best to take all emotion out of the job, but in the end, they all had once been human.
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[personal profile] sweetlies 2018-12-18 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't know about that." He relaxes against him, closing his eyes. And then he finally, smiles, reassured. His self-esteem is better now, with Undertaker looking after him and helping him, with the friends he'd made but he still worries often.

"You've always been too good to me. You deserve to be cared for too. And to be comforted." He was family, after all. And you looked out for family.

"Sixteen... I don't feel sixteen, is that silly? Maybe it's because I have Ciel again, I'm so used to us being the same age."
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[personal profile] sweetlies 2018-12-22 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
Still his day. He'd deny that, the twins had plenty of attention and fun and comfort for their birthday. The day, he'd argue, wasn't just for them. "I've had all I need, now I want to worry for you and your hurts. You're family."

Really, he'd like to do so all the time but Undertaker is better than him at bottling things up. Surely that was from the years he had on the teen.

"You'd think I would feel more like an adult, after so long playing at being one. I really don't."
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[personal profile] sweetlies 2019-01-06 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
That certainly did seem easy enough, and Undertaker ended up with at least one twin curled against him at any moment in the day. Except when he's out working on the fields. And Astre does try to help with that too when he can.

"Mm. Tea does sound nice." And he pauses, laying his head against Undertaker and relaxing. "I guess it is a little late though. If we had somehow, we might never sleep."
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[personal profile] sweetlies 2019-01-08 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
He doesn't have to worry too much with Astre. The boy is usually close enough to him, his adventures and exploration fewer and father between since his mishap in the mines. He snuggles a little close.

"That's alright. I'd rather be able to fall asleep tonight, once you're read to sleep." For now, he's awake and holding onto the reaper, pleased to know his gift had helped a little.