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Who: aoba and you, everyone's favourite children's tv show~
What: general settling in catch all.
When: augustish. you may think i've been in the game a month and done nothing but you'd be wrong, i was merely biding my time... watching... waiting... (i was being a flake, but shh)
Where: all over town!
Warnings: none, but aoba's got a permissions post here if you wanna check up on what he's capable of and opt out as required!
first impression.
[ After everything that's gone on there's this air of needing to sleep about him, like he's been awake for a week, or seen too much in too short a span of time, which is probably not the best look for someone just about to start a holiday to have.. but here we are. Perhaps this is the perfect place for a guy who looks like he does, to finally disconnect from everything and take in some fresh air, some fresh faces, some new scenery.
He steps off the bus with a bulging messenger bag slung over his shoulder, a bag that looks like it's weighing him down as he navigates himself through town and toward his new house with the air of a guy who's not entirely used to following maps without any outside assistance. He turns it around once or twice after he realises that he's following it upside-down, eventually setting it right and continuing on his journey. Perhaps you run into him here, maybe help him with that bag of his, though he'll offer a poor first impression if you do.
Probably best to wait till later, when he's had a nap that feels like it lasted a week (and for all he knows, it might have) and emerges from his abode with a whole new aura; he looks refreshed, energised, and even though there's a hint of trepidation loitering in his movements, he seems ready to take this new life with both hands. ]
shopping trip.
[ Eventually he'll get used to it here. Once or twice he finds himself falling into a rhythm, his feet stepping in time with everyone elses, his day-to-day lining up pretty well with the sunlight and the habits of the other residents... but more often than not Aoba looks and feels the outsider he is.
This particular occasion has him staring up at the signs above the stores in central Pelican Town, his eyebrows knitted together just slightly in the middle, his mouth muttering as though he's talking to himself... though the large pink headphones over his ears create the impression that he might be murmuring along to a song he knows. Without warning he moves off from his spot having seemingly decided on a target, but of course goes wheeling into someone's side as they pass a little in front of him. ]
U-Uwah..! [ He can't really blame them - because really, who expects a blur of blue to come shooting out across the road? - but nevertheless he's rubbing his side where he collided with the stranger as his expression goes a little sour, as if on impulse. ] Ooi! Look- [ Then he seems to catch himself, like a child does when they're trying to act grown up, and his face goes from angry to apologetic in no time at all. ]
Ah... Sorry about that. [ He takes his headphones off next. ] I wasn't paying attention.]
[ That much is obvious. Hopefully whoever he bumped into is forgiving.... ]
pick me up.
[ After a week or two, though Aoba thinks of and misses home a fair amount, it becomes easier to think about it. He's even managed to be able to think about Granny for longer than a few minutes, and has made a determined effort to raise a tomato plant like she has on her windowsill.. to no success as of yet, but still he tries.
On his way to pick up some fertiliser in the hopes that it'll get the fruit to grow beyond the size of Aoba's thumbnail, he's distracted from entirely amateur gardening thoughts by a soft doof of feeling to his lower leg. Looking down he sees an energetic-looking border collie puppy with it's teeth in the plush fabric of his oversocks.
Rather than reacting in anger at the iminient destruction of his clothes by this little weilder of terror, Aoba delights in the sight of the dog and is instantly crouching down to pick the puppy up. ]
Hello, where did you come from? [ He asks, but the puppy merely yips happily at him, wriggling it's legs as if it's trying to swim through the air to get closer to him. There's no collar that Aoba can see, so instead he brings the dog closer as he stands, looking around for anyone who might look like they're looking for a dog.
He taps the nearest person turned away from him on the shoulder, right as the puppy starts gnawing on the cuff of his coat. ]
Ah, sorry. But, do you have any idea who's dog this is?
network post.
hello, out there..
[ His awkwardness is readable, isn't it? He would have made this a video, only Aoba really doesn't fancy seeing if his phone-trick works over video cameras too. If he still.. has his phone-trick. But that's an issue for another day. Right now, Aoba is sitting somewhere - maybe at home, maybe outside, maybe somewhere secluded or maybe he's in the middle of a crowd - trying to figure out how best to word this to the public at large, in a way that doesn't make him want to dig a hole for himself in the ground. ]
so, basically.
i'm really bad at this growing crops thing. i gave it my best shot, i tried to do what i've watched my granny do for years, but she makes it look easy. and i can tell you all right now, that for someone with very little experience in organic things, it definitely isn't easy.
sometimes i work with technology, back home, but it's mostly poking around in things i don't entirely understand. i've got enough knowledge to make it work, but nothing like some of the more
[ Pause. ]
extreme people out there.
[ Another pause. ]
what i'm trying to ask is, does anyone know where i could maybe get a job, or something like that? i work in a store where i'm from, i answer phones and do deliveries, i'm quick and handy and i guess i'm pretty strong? and..
... haha, jeez, it's been years since i had to sell myself like this for a job, and even then it was a five minute phone interview followed by me sending my work history over in an email.. this place sure is different from what i'm used to.
wildcard.
[ feel free to wildcard me something between these prompts, or something new entirely! aoba will be wandering around trying to find his feet for uh, a lot of the first month he's here, so he'll be around looking lost should you need him.
if you'd like to hit me up, i can be found atmirobug or by pming this journal o7 <3 ]
shopping
he kneels down immediately, his first priority being to pick his rabbit up off the ground, and then--
well, then he recognizes the stranger's voice.
the scowl melts off his face, whatever he was about to say completely forgotten as he looks up at Aoba. and just sits there, staring, at a loss for words.
he looks different from the last time Aoba would've seen him; he's dressed in casual blacks rather than his usual over-the-top look, and he's sporting new piercings: a matched pair of black dahlia bites.]
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It takes him that long to actually look at the strangers face, so when he does his expression drops like a stone. And he almost drops the berry again. ]
N.. Noiz?!
[ The last time he saw Noiz was.. well, he's not actually sure. Everything in that regard is a little muddled and confusing, and Aoba feels a frustrating tightness sinch his chest as he realises that his whole idea of taking a break from it all to clear his head is rendered a little moot if a portion of it is here with him. The fact that Noiz looks distinctly different registers with him, but he's too shocked/overwhelmed/indignant to allow himself to stop being selfish for the moment. He'll get to it later. ]
What are you doing here?
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his expressions are nigh-unreadable as always - if Aoba's not paying close attention, he'll probably miss the shocked little intake of breath when he says Noiz's name.
he stands up, carefully, slowly squeezing the stuffed rabbit to his chest. for comfort?]
Could ask you that.
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No, I asked you first.
[ He feels kind of dumb holding the berry out, so he drops his arm, his other propping on his hip. ]
And what's with the outfit? Who's funeral are you going to?
[ He's clearly kidding, quirks his eyebrow and even smiles a bit, though once it's out of his mouth he kind of realises that the air doesn't quite feel right enough to be joking around. ]
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Noiz, on the other hand, knows only too well. and it makes him keenly aware of the distance between them. this is the first time he's seen Aoba since before the forest, shouldn't he feel happy? shouldn't he feel-- connected?
he wants his team, he realizes with a pang. he wants Dahlia, and the sense of their emotions over the bond. he doesn't know what Aoba's feeling or thinking. is Aoba happy to see him again? angry? indifferent?
he hates the uncertainty. and when Aoba makes that comment about his clothes - about Dahlia's color - it nettles him enough to speak without thinking.]
Mine.
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Yours? [ I-- He's about to say he doesn't understand, but that's. Pretty obvious from the look on his face. If he's honest, he's pretty sick of the uncertainty too, though he has no way of knowing the torment Noiz has inside his own head, because Aoba has that ridiculous habit of waiting for things to clear up instead of grabbing them by the collar and shaking them into place. That's why he's here in the first place, instead of owning up to his weird 'dreams' and asking what really happened, he just peaced out to work it out. Or at least that's what he's telling himself.
There's only so long he can withstand it though, apparently, so he exhales through his nose, tilting his head to one side. ]
Are you alright? Has something happened?
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he gives the stuffed rabbit another little squeeze, and looks away.]
... Yeah.
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Whatever it is, Noiz doesn't seem entirely okay. It's hard to read him at the best of times, but he hasn't made any effort to tease him yet, and there's something about the way he holds the stuffed bunny that makes Aoba's heart ache a bit. It's definitely not Noiz as he remembers. ]
I know asking you if you wanna talk about it is probably wasting my breath, but I'll ask anyway. If you want to talk, I'm here to listen.
[ Aoba doesn't look away, watching him closely as if doing so will make any of this make sense. ]
If not, I.. can help you with your bag, if you want?
[ I'm not leaving, seems to be what he's saying. ]
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Okay.
... I gotta get this stuff sold.
[he bends down again, shifting his grip on the bunny to tuck it under one arm as he starts collecting the assorted summer berries, flowers, and fiddleheads that represent this morning's work.]
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[ Focusing on this menial task instead of just staring at this vague impression of the Noiz he left behind is a little bit of an improvement in that it gives him something to focus on other than how worried he is. To say he hasn't missed his friends and family in the short time he's been here would be an outright lie, just like how the implication of him not thinking about them in every absent moment is laughable.. but he thinks about Noiz eating at his granny's table, or turning up and being weird and annoying but kind of endearing in his bluntness, pissing off Koujaku or.. other positive things. So seeing him like this, looking like someone really has died, is more than a little unsettling.
Aoba crouches and helps Noiz pick up the fruits, gathering them up into his arms before carefully popping them back into the bag. ]
I'll come with you. I still don't know where anything is around here, so it'll be good to have someone to show me around a little.
[ A little smile. Not that he's expecting one back. ]
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[depositing the last of the produce in his bag, he stands up and starts in the direction of Pierre's.
though, he does actually wait for Aoba to start following him before he gets going properly, instead of just taking off like he might have in the past. hmm.]
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When they reach the store, Aoba realizes he's already been given directions here by another townsperson and somehow missed it completely. He's apparently got more dependent on Ren than he thought.
The man behind the register is friendly and interested and Aoba answers as politely as he can before stepping out of the way so Noiz can do what he came here to do. He'll wait till he's finished, but he won't make any move to leave first. He'll wait for Noiz to act first before following. ]
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he just seems more and more similar to the Noiz from those strange dreams, doesn't he...?
once he's done selling, he glances towards Aoba and heads out the door; he'll wait just outside for Aoba to catch up. and once Aoba does, he'll say:]
I might want to talk.
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The one thing he does know, however, and the one thing that gives him comfort, is that Noiz definitely wants to talk to him about something enough that he's trying. The least Aoba can do is try in return. ]
Okay. [ He still looks concerned around the edges, but his expression seems a bit more determined. ] Has something happened to you that I don't know about? Do you.. want to talk about that?
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Something. Yeah.
-- Come to my place?
[talking about it is... difficult. it might be easier if Aoba's the only one who can hear, in a space that belongs to Noiz.]
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Yeah, sure. Lead the way.
[ He's already said he's not leaving, especially not if Noiz wants to talk about this. ]
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anyway the walk to Noiz's farm is nice, not too far, and the property Noiz leads him onto is mostly woodland, with a modest vegetable plot out in front of the farmhouse. also, the house is surrounded with flowerbeds full of black dahlias?
inside it's a bit spare, but at least seems livable. there's even a couple potted plants. and a chair that Aoba can sit in for what's shaping up to be a pretty serious talk.
for Noiz's part, he just sits cross-legged on the bed. he's quiet for a long time, hugging his rabbit tightly, before he finally says anything.]
I died.
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He takes the seat, hands in his lap, looking like he wishes he had something to hug tightly as he watches, listens. ]
You.. said that before. What do you mean by died? You're here in front of me, right, so.. so you cant be dead, can you?
[ It's typical of Aoba to be kind of dense in certain aspects but in his defense this whole situation is more than a little confusing, even though he's trying his best for Noiz's sake. ]
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The afterlife I went to had this whole thing. I missed most of the details, but everyone got to go back. At least the ones who had enough left of them.
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His eyebrows crease a bit. ]
Enough left?
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Decay. Corruption.
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[ He can kind of see it; like a video game or a movie, Noiz surrounded by other lost souls and dead people all in various stages of decay. It makes him shudder. He thinks for a moment that perhaps he should be more concerned about the fact that Noiz died, but.. with him sitting here in front of him and for the most part looking pretty well, Aoba can't find it in himself to entirely crush the relief he feels with all that worry.
He can't, however, resist asking. ]
How... did you die?
[ riiiiiiiiiiiiip ]
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... I wasn't supposed to. That afterlife, the forest - it was for people whose fate got messed up. Died when they weren't meant to.
It was in Oval Tower. Ran into one of Toue's masked guards. I remember being forced to fight you, and you used Scrap, and...
[he shrugs, visibly uncomfortable, and looks away.
he knows what happened was an accident. that Aoba, stubborn, patient Aoba, would never have done it intentionally. so he doesn't want to have to say it outright; that Aoba killed him.]
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In his dream, after all, Scrap wasn't the end.
Understandably, he looks like he's struggling with the information. But perhaps the part that isn't so easy to understand is that flicker of hope or happiness or something that had been in his expression before it had turned darker, before he had to consider the ever more real possibility that Noiz had died at his hand. It's a relief to hear someone finally remember what he remembers, but it's harrowing to think that now he's the one who can't recall. ]
I remember that too. The tower, your rabbits talking to me, fighting you.. [ He's got a horrible expression on his face and normally he'd try not to make it look like pity but right now he can't really express it any other way. ] Scrap, too.. But I don't remember--
[ Maybe it's best not to say that right now. He doesn't want it to sound like he's shifting blame.. so instead he reaches out like he's going to touch Noiz's knee, but his fingers land on the comforter of his bed instead. ]
I'm sorry.
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it's something he's been thinking about a lot; worrying at the memory like a loose tooth, trying to pinpoint the moment it all went off the rails. he remembers a question, hovering in the void.
Can I stop now?]
Yeah. It wasn't supposed to happen. My fate got messed up.
I think... what you remember is how it was supposed to go.
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